hacker4hire

I is Death and Death is I, Feeling the darkness of my soul, Feeling the presence of my life, Feeling the price of my heart, Feeling the ache of my mind. I is Death and Death is I, Touching the darkness of your soul, Touching the presence of your life, Touching the price of your heart, Touching the ache of your mind. Death is I and I is Death Ereth si on ytic fo dog, Who am I to ask, Who am I to beg, Who am I to even care, Look into my eyes and feel the pain...

Aches of the heart Pains of the heart Hurt of the heart Love Blood of the body Heart of the body Mind of the body Love Sadness of the mind Depression of the mind Aches of the mind Love Pains of the soul Silence of the soul Death of the soul Love of the lost

My heart is lost today, lost a piece of its beat. Something that made it tick, fell into the abyss of my soul. My soul seems to find comfort from all the death and destruction that fails around the heart and mind. I thought love can be found anywhere, i thought love would make things right, I wish i never tried to love, all it did was hurt, hurt the inner most thought of me. I miss something that used to be me. The darkness, the dark shadows of life, the satanic and demeaning area of life i used to belong, something, no someone brought me out of that haven, now i'm lost lost in some ungodly place they call feelings and emotions.  I thought i

...I'm lost in my insanity, and i can't find the key... ...let me out for that i can see, the pain and suffering in my mind... ...i just need to be satisfied, i just need to loose my mind... ...help me please, i need to heal... ...i need some peace, i need to love... ...i need my heart, i need my love... ...i need a soul, i need a love... ...i need to live, i need a life... ...help me please, i need to feel... ...i just need to be satisfied, i just need to free my mind... ...let me out for that i can see, the pain and suffering in my heart... ...i'm lost in my sanity, and i sold the key...

Here I am all alone, all alone in this world. Don't know what to do, to do with my life. Scared of the idea of failure, of failure of life. Alone in love, life, soul, mind, and world. My sadness and darkness are unheard. Seems to me no one understands or sees my inner self. Can't choose a normal life., scared of failure. All my life is one big fault. Religiously I'm known to some as the devil, in human contact i'm known as an outcast. Growing up, i forgot to do; life of a good citizen, i'm known as a criminal; as a person, i'm known as the dark lord himself. Relationship between mind and body, chaotic. No pun intended, i have no merits in lif

Depression kicks in as he waits for her voice. sitting on the phone as he dails the number sequence to connect to this one that makes him smile. The phone rings and rings and finally is caught. She says hello, and his smile reveals. He askes how she is doing and a conversation is started. She says she is just listening to someone and says how are you. He sits and thinks for a second, and wonders what to say again, but hearing her voice is all he ever wanted. As he thinks of the past conversations, his mind starts to rise and pleasures and thoughts flood his mind. The pillow the cuddle, the sheets of flesh, the fun and joy that might come in.

lost am i in this land of milk and honey lost am i in this soul of love and money lost am i in this world so bright and sunny lost am i in this room so white and padded. lost am i in my mind of you lost am i in my mind of you lost am i in my mind of you... Lost am i my sweet Lost am i my demented Lost am i my doll Can you help this lost one? Can you help me find what i want? Can you help me locate my sweet demented doll? Can you help her find me? Can you find me? Can you find her? I feel this pain and hurt that "She" has inflicted on her. I feel this emotion to go and hurt this "She" I feel like this "She" has hurt a part o

as i close my eyes to think of what to type, as my fingers glide across the keyboard unknowing if it's hitting the right keys, as my mind races to see if there is anything , as my life dwindles away from reality. my confused state of mind in this world my confused mind of soul in the sad sad world my confused world of ours in the insane world my confusion... what is it that i feel...? lost confused hate loneliness depression... hell i don't know anymore... hell i don't care anymore... hell is where i am hell is where i want to be hell is in my HEAD!